Merry Sexmas everyone!

This place that I'm in right now reminds me too much of everything that has transpired here before. This past year just shows me how quick time can pass. It's been 10 months. Near to unbelievable, how much the heart can ache, but I guess it's just a muscle in the end.

As if I need another reason to get out of Singapore. I suppose now I can leave to Melbourne in peace.

I've always made it a point to start each year afresh. Though it sometimes doesn't work, I usually start each year with a new slate. A new person, reborn. Stupid if you think about it, because the years are simply an invention of mankind.

Although this past year has been exceedingly painful, I have to say that its opened my eyes up to the world and forced me to grow up. To realise that life is fleeting, and that a person will ultimately have to responsible for her actions.

I've seen the sacrifices my parents have made for me, and realised how much they love and care for me. It makes me ashamed of the times I've rebelled and shamed them.

I've made a lot of mistakes, and I have done all I can to account for them. All I can do now is to carry on with what honesty, integrity and happiness I can.

Truth be told, my life is going fantastically now. My grades are up more than 70%, Jamie's grades are up, younger sister's grades are awesome, older sister got a great job, parents are happy, I'm happy, everyone's mostly happy! =)

I only wish for the same for my closest friends right now.

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year everyone!

Love for the last time,

White.